Sean Robert gordon - Online Memorial Website
Memorial Website - Sean Robert gordon
This memorial website was created to remember our dearest Sean Robert gordon who was born in New York Rockville Center on July 30, 1980 passed away on saturday May 12.2007..He was only 26 years old.
The son of Christine M.Gordon and Robert G. Gordon,
was born on July 30,1980..
Sean was a loving father,brother son and a grandson and I'm sure he could have been a great husband and a son in law too..
He graduated from Pine bush High school 1998..He spent four years in the U.s navy aboard the USS thatch and was stationed in San diego,CA from 1998-2002 and achieved the ranks of MS3.he recieved commendations and awards as it follows:Armed forces Expeditionary medal,Sea service deployment ribbon,navy and marine corps achievement medal,navy good conduct medal,national defense service award and a citation for superior performance of his duties on watch from 21 of May 1999-21 October 1999 by J.C harris,commander,U.S Navy Commanding officer.
Sean was a father of two,his eldest son was born October 14,1998 his name is Anthony Christopher Gordon,his youngest was born Fatima Angelina Gordon was born March 7,2003.they are both great children and they were the kids that you would easily love and adore.
He was a great b.f and I love him so dearly..he never puts me down nor fights with me we have our ups and down but in the end we would always make up and that's the most beautiful part of it..
He was a very helpful person eventhough he doesnt have anything he would still lend a hand nor find a way to help out..he would actually pick up a stray animal or a poor people he would take them in his house and feed them clothe them and even give them some money.
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Category: Life I cant believe that youre gone after all that weve been through..Damn I love you ..I saw you in a casket today smiling and just sleeping..and I felt youre presence you gave me this hug that comforted me towards the day.. Babe,give me a strength to get through this,,they all love you and so do I and thank you for being there and encouraging me to go back on track..Marigrace told me how you miss me Damn I do too every minute and every hour of the day..Daniel and Ryan are the greatest they love you..Daniel told me today that I am always going to be part of this family cause I know Ive been good to you..I met katie your cousin she's great she's engage Sean,I know that marigrace might be on the same track but give it some time and I'll talk to her... right now she's just having a hard time dealing with this and I know you might think that I am a bad influence but I turned out good because of those mistakes..let her get through this.. Fatima is amazing and Anthony is just the greatest I love them both,you left a good memory of you..I know we didnt have a child but pls give me a chance to be one for anthony..I hope you would allow me to be a mom to him..Sean,but pls help mom to get through this you know that your her first born and I dont know how am I going to help her to get through this She love you so much..even just talk to her in a dream let her know that youre okay and youre happy..I dont know how am I going to do this..but all I know is they are my family now..and they are a part of me because of you..Allie told me that I was your wife..and I will always be..I will make you proud and youll be seeing me up there smiling and saying I'm proud of you Sheena..help me though... watch over youre pretty awesome children especially anthony..your son is a spinning image of you..I just couldnt help it but cry everytime I think of it...Fatima told me this morning Daddy's watching me where?? baby,its so hard to get through this but today is the last time that I will ever see you..dont ever let go of us..cause if the time comes that I'm ready to go there I want you to be the first one to welcome me up there..and We both fly our wings to Baguio..that means for eternity.. I love you so much.....always be happy!!and I know youre at peace.. 2:33 AM
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Current mood:  lonely Sheena, I am deeply sorry for leaving like that. I am always feeling like I am a poison to you, someone who is pulling you down and making things wrong, and that you deserve better, and you do. You are a beautiful person, with a heart of gold who has done nothing but love and take care of me. I left like that because I didnt know how to say goodbye without getting upset and bursting into tears. I cry on the way home, because I miss you.
I just want better for you sheena, I can not give you that now until I save some money, and find a full time job. I know you have loving parents with you and they will take you in, they are great loving people like you. I am ashamed for what I have done taking off like that, I dont know how I can make that up to you. I am truly sorry for any pain and grief I have caused you..
(his last words for me)
May 12,2007 when I found out what happened it finally sink in..When I called his mom and tried to find out if its true I couldnt believe it..I was shocked ,cried myself to sleep I couldnt even sleep the whole time..I remember when we were together when he used to sleep in the couch..I slept downstairs hoping he would just talk to me and just let me know that things are okay.. It was cold,but no voice to be heard..I used to wake him up with kisses and hold his hand for me to be able to go to sleep..We were together for quite a while and I love him so much that my anger overclouded me when he left.. I tried to commit suicide when he left but damn everytime I do that someone or somebody is saving me..and now he died I should have save him I should have been there..and now he's gone Sean,I'll always remember you,you are the one that I love and will always think of..youre in a better place nowI know youre happy and at peace and if the time comes that its my turn to go pls welcome me back in your heart.. your friends are always thinking of you your family loves you,your children will miss you and I will continue to be a part of them and love them as much as possible..Guide them in your own possible way pls still make us feel that your there watching us..baby,I'll continue your dreams I'll be back in school and fight my illness..I'll be finishing school and youll be proud of me..I'll see your mom as much as possible and make her feel that youre still there and anthony and marigrace..if I have to trade my life for you to live I will do it..damn I miss you so much..and love you. I miss you.. |
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
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R.I.P SEAN GORDON 
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Current mood:  calm I know I almost lost it but what Can I do things are not well when it comes to my idiocracy..I forgot that I couldnt hold a bird if I wanted to I needed him for console and as a companion but He bails off.. today I had a wonderful day when I woke up feeling giddy and happy...I thought sweet new man again lolz that's funny but I have an email from someone who I was about to push in my past.. I still dont trusts the words...that is coming out from his mouth he took advantage of my kindness twice and I'm not going to fall from that again.. I'll see what the future will bring for both of us we might not be together or be together who knows ..or sometimes I would say who cares??after all life has to move on... I miss my lil boy though for once I became a mother to this boy and it made me happy though he's not mine... I never acted out and pretended I was the same when he left and I will always will be..the sweet loving and kind person..but sometimes people has their own downfalls and part of that was me and my old self who fights and have self issues.. I care about him and so is his family but I need to love myself first before anyone after all prayers and forgiveness is the key (Add Comment) |
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Life seems so easy nowadays but I still think of you..When the wind blows
the sky turns blue and when it pours...I feel your touch...every memory seemed
to remind me of you...God I wish you are with me now...just the comfort of youre voice
completes my day..and your touch saying things are alright..no worries...I cant believe after
2 years I still feel pain and I am still angry...
now I'm about to get married with someone who I think is not for me
makes me backed out for a couple of times...my love for you was the strongest thing that a
person could ever imagine..and I cant bear being with someone ...being with someone who is not you...
I miss Sean so much..why do you have to leave?
| Sheena Pascual | I miss you | April 27, 2012 |
| Edwina ~ mum to Troy Mitchell | Thinking of you | July 30, 2008 |
My thoughts and prayers are with all who love and miss Sean. Your angel certinally captured many hearts, I feel as if I know him from the many wonderful memories, candles and condolences. He appears to be a fun loving guy with a big heart, and I am sure he would of been a wonderful dad. I can clearly see how much he is missed. I am yet to experience a first birthday without my son I can only imagine how very hard it is. I wish there where some words i could say to ease your heartache, I only pray that you find some comfort knowing that others care and will remember your wonderful Angel.
Edwina Mitchell ~ Mum to angel Troy Mitchell.
| Jackie/friend | Sean a great friend | July 14, 2007 |
sean was an amazing man....full of life and eager to meet new people...with one of the kindest hearts i've ever had the pleasure of knowing...i knew that if i ever needed a shoulder to cry on or someone to talk to, that he would always be there...he truly was one of the few genuinely good people in this world...
sean...we all miss you like crazy...i wish that i could have told you how much i appreciated you before it was too late, but i'll say it now...you were such a good friend to me and it was honor for me to have known you...i love you and miss you. R.I.P.
love always & forever,
jackie
| tina/mom | poem for Sean | July 14, 2007 |
A Kiss From Heaven
Within the heart of hearts a mother cries,
in hope the soul within her son reveals.
Reasons God would call this spirit home,
A Sacred place, a kiss with heaven's seal.
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He reaches down to touch a heart that loves,
to ease the pain and say that it's alright.
He's warm and wrapped in peace with godly love,
even though he's far from earthly sight.
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I speak to you my love my precious boy,
Ne'er be long when we shall breathe as one.
The air of unity...one gracious breath,
you sweet and caring, tender loving son.
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Your brilliant smile is etched within our hearts,
sounds of every laugh within our mind.
Within our darkest moments all alone,
tis you my Sean that makes those moments shine.
By miah98
| tina/mom | to my son | June 26, 2007 |
To my dear beloved son Sean. You are the light of my life the heart of my heart. I thank God each day for His gift of you to me. You are much loved. Your two brothers, sister, grandma and pa, aunts and uncles friends, family will miss you so but keep you in our hearts.
You've touched so many people especially those who were in great need. Your kind heart was always there for those in need. You are alot like me in that way. You are my kiss from heaven and even if we live on this earth for 90 years it is a drop in the bucket compared to eternity..the day a ray of light comes to take me home to be with you again. I love you so very much..hugggs and kisses, your mom.
